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Popcorn
13 May
If you’re here- I believe you and it’s not your fault.
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Popcorn
13 May
I want to say , Reporting to authorities what happened to me... was hands down the hardest day of my life. If you have reported I commend you and if you haven’t I don’t judge you for that either. It’s just a reality I didn’t want to have to face and I hope I’m not alone in feeling that.
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Turtle
14 May
Join me in welcoming Nicole to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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SunHelper
14 May
Hi everyone, not been on for a while but if anyone needs to talk let me know
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Pineapple
15 May
Always here people 😊
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Palm Tree
16 May
i need someone to talk to
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BearHelper
16 May
I need someone To talk to
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Owl
17 May
I have to see my father at a wedding in 2 months and I’m freaking out. He abused me and molested me. I haven’t seen him in 5 years. I don’t know how I’ll react and I don’t want to go off the deep end again.
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UmbrellaHelper
17 May
You need a friend/listening ear I’m here for you, you can send me a message!❤️
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Turtle
17 May
Join me in welcoming Mary to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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PineappleHelper
18 May
Hello I'm Nikky I'm a rape survivor with an 8 year old conceived from it. If you ever want to talk I'm here I Know how hard the healing process can be
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Turtle
18 May
Join me in welcoming Nicole to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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PineappleHelper
18 May
You said you loved me. You said you would never hurt me. Then you said you hated me. I was worthless. You hurt me. You broke me. You tore me to nothing. You thought I was to broken to leave. I wasn't. I left 1,000 miles I ran to start all over again. You hurt me more than you could ever know but you also gave me the greatest joy you'll never know and for that I thank you.
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SledHelper
18 May
Is it normal to not feel much emotion toward being raped? I’m just confused bc I feel like I should be a wreck
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Full MoonHelper
18 May
I feel like I am stuck in that moment. In the three months I was being abused and broken down, I feel like I stopped growing, I stopped everything, and my soul is stuck at that moment. I can't move forward. I don't know who I am or who I want to be. It's been nearly four years, and I am frozen. I have moments where I'm genuinely happy, but then I get sad again when I'm left alone with myself because I hate who I am. No one wants to hear about it anymore, it's old news, and I need to “get over it,” according to them. I can't connect with people; I'm selfish because I can't think about anyone but myself anymore.
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Chestnut
19 May
Feeling so numb
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Ice CreamHelper
19 May
When I was younger I wanted the first person I had sex with to be the person I married. When I was raped however that all went away. When it happened I had the notion in my head that you stay with that person. I cried for hours the first time it happened but as the weeks went by my ideology made more and more sense to me. I didn’t tell anyone this part because the first thing they think of when I say we still talked was that I liked it, but I didn’t, no one believes me when I said I fought or even yelled but I did. When we were talking things were ok he wanted me to give up on my dreams and as I stated the notion in my head was you stay with this person. I didn’t give up on my dreams but after this happened it’s been hard to do what I love. He raped me again and honestly I don’t know what was worse the first or the second and with time I forgave my body and myself. If I’m being honest though not really. After the rape when I talk to someone doing anything sexual was nothing. It felt like something I had to do. I didn’t have sex or anything but that’s what it felt like. When me and this person engaged, I didn’t really care because there was no emotional connection. So, it made it easier to walk away. As time moved though I hated myself for it and stopped. Then I actually meant someone I liked and I noticed I started doing things that I did in the past like falling for the idea of being in a relationship and not with them. I barely know him but I decided to have sex with him. Everything has been messed up since then. The reason being after I started thinking about my rape. I was pissed off at my body because when I was raped it wasn’t as hard for him to enter and it made me so upset because I felt like my body betrayed me. It felt like a big fuck you to my face from the thing that’s mine. I have to keep reminding myself that it is mine. Maybe I’m just tensed because of what happened. He said it’ll probably get easier with time but I know it won’t because of that. I’ve been kind of distant and cold to him lately. My mind just drew a blank because I have feelings for him but we aren’t close enough for me to be attached. I have never known anyone as a whole in a relationship and I want that. I have that with friends but that’s different than a romantic relationship. I don’t know if I’m making any sense but that has been on my mind all night.
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Evergreen Tree
20 May
Has anyone experience having a hard time to have sex with thier partner altering meting raped
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Turtle
20 May
Join me in welcoming Crystal to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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Canoe
20 May
Just realised I was trafficked as a kid.. anyone else relate? Feel alone .
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Deciduous TreeHelper
24 May
I don't want to chat...I just need some love/support, please. 😥
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Turtle
25 May
Join me in welcoming Makayla to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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Owl
25 May
Does anyone doubt themselves? Like you just say to yourself that didn’t happen or I’m being dramatic. I don’t believe myself sometimes. How is anyone else supposed to believe me if I can’t even believe myself?
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Rabbit
25 May
Recently I haven't been able to be intimate with my partner without thinking of my trauma. Advice? 😕
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Popcorn
25 May
Hi guys. This group is very special and personal to me because you guys have experienced similar trauma.. It’s bittersweet too know I’m not alone. I do empathize with anyone still needing another resource because this app can only be so much service to mental health. With that being said I want to extend a resource called, “betterhelp” Here’s the bullet points about it to keep it short n sweet: -‘matched’ with a multiple licensed therapists that you can choose to go forward with. -it’s very affordable, they will go over cost before anything. even discounted if you say you’ve been effected by covid -sessions are by text, call, &/or video. Always your choice. Doesn’t need to be face-to-face. Feel free to hmu with questions or my experience with it :) Hope this helps someone💙
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Dolphin
27 May
It's been about 8 years since I broke up with my sexually abusive ex-boyfriend. I have had plenty of time to heal and rebuild from the traumatic past he gave me, I've moved on and I'm happily married, but every now and again he pops up in my dreams like an unwanted guest ruining my peace and I hate it. I try my best to steer clear of things that trigger me when it comes to my trauma but I feel like whenever I have dreams about this guy my own mind, in dreams, is cornering me and forces me to think and remember things I'd rather just leave in the past. It's hard enough for me to deal with whenever I see him around town, I freeze up and just want to avoid eye contact and get away as quickly as I can, and then I'm left with uncomfortable feelings that I can't really explain swirling around in my gut for hours just because i seen his face... Now I have to deal with seeing his face in my dreams too? When can I get a break...? 😞 Don't get me wrong though, these dreams are rare and my thoughts of him are even more so. I am happy and content with where I am in my life, but whenever thoughts or dreams of this man come up I'm left with a bunch of emotions that are hard for me to process. sometimes I feel I can't share with others about what I feel because it's been so long and they won't understand.... I just hope someone on this group does understand me and knows where I'm coming from and can offer some kind words of advice to help me whenever I experience things like this.
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Turtle
27 May
Join me in welcoming Deanna to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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Hedgehog
28 May
Had anyone experienced any child on child sexual abuse? If so could we message each other if comfortable? It’s been years but I can’t wrap my head around things
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Full MoonSupervisor
30 May
Ok
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Turtle
31 May
Join me in welcoming Angelica to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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Dolphin
31 May
Has anyone experienced weird sexual fantasies
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Dolphin
31 May
After being abused
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Deciduous Tree
31 May
Am I a coward for not fighting him off? 😢 it’s happened 3 times already and I’m scared to fight and to tell someone 😞 The second time was the worst coz he thought I was asleep but when I confronted him he denied everything. He’s my partner and I really do love him but he doesn’t understand the word “no” “it hurts” or ”can you stop”. He’ll usually say “no I’m not gonna stop” and carry on So I don’t fight. 😢 I cry myself to sleep every night. Iv never lived on my own and I don’t know how to. Living with someone to help me do day to day things is all I know 😢 I just really need a friend rn.
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Full Moon
1 Jun
If anyone wants to talk I’m here
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Hibiscus
1 Jun
I was assaulted years ago and got asked why didn’t you report right away? I blocked it out. Then his own woman got a ppo against me claiming I was never raped when she wasn’t even around in 2015/2016. And the courts accepted it. How? She wasn’t even around. I can’t believe how much injustice is happening in Michigan.
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OwlGuide
3 Jun
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PineappleHelper
4 Jun
Last night I found out my dad may have been sexually abusive towards my sister as children. I don't want to believe it but with everything out there it's impossible to deny it. I don't know what to do. I had a horrible nightmare last night. I'm freaking out. My CPTSD is going crazy. I'm broken inside right now
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Ice CreamHelper
4 Jun
I was raped when I was a kid by my father who I thought adopted me because he loved just to find out that he was using me for his personal needs and his ego. He doesn't care about anyone else
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Turtle
4 Jun
Join me in welcoming Ashkii to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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frisbee
7 Jun
When I was a about 11-12 I was sleeping and had blanket thrown over me, pinned down, and had a tooth brush shoved into my butt.. I buried it for so long not wanting to believe it happened or acknowledge what it was. All it took was one comment months ago to trigger a flashback and I realized what had actually happened to me and how it shaped my life moving forward... I don’t know what to do
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Turtle
7 Jun
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Turtle
7 Jun
Join me in welcoming Alvin Riyan to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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Maple Leaf
7 Jun
I’ve been playing off that im okay with what happened, and trying to convince myself that Im okay but Im now slowly starting to crack and today is one of those days where it feels hard to move, to breath or feel anything at all. People believe I come off bitchy but they don’t understand the pain im holding in all the time..
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ChipmunkHelper
8 Jun
Allow yourself to heal. You are worthy of love. ❤
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SledHelper
8 Jun
Has anyone confronted their rapist? I don’t want to but maybe I should. Idk what to say
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PopcornHelper
9 Jun
Sexual content (consensual and non) - - - - - Sooooo... My girlfriend and I have become sexual. I love her. I trust her. We have safewords and she knows when I'm starting to have an episode. I am mostly okay but when we use a certain toy, it triggers my PTSD so much. I absolutely hate it. I have to concentrate really hard to not let my mind wander back to a rape. I feel awful that this is an issue. I love her so much. I hate that this is ruining things (She doesn't say it ruins things).
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Turtle
10 Jun
Join me in welcoming Kayla to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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Turtle
12 Jun
Join me in welcoming 𝖋𝖆𝖎𝖙𝖍 to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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Whale
14 Jun
Tonight i want to go to a place where i forget everything
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PopcornHelper
11:38 AM
I love my dad. He is a great role model. I hate that this day is hard for me now.. I wonder if my son's "father" thinks he is a dad.... This hurts my soul and it is utterly disgusting to think about this. He is not a father. He doesn't deserve that title...
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OwlGuide
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