I’m starting to see that no matter who you are, you always get hurt. We always see our own side. It has helped a lot this last year talking to people and hearing others perspectives. I think the more we love the we hurt sometimes. It’s almost like you love that person so much you can’t let go so you dig in with every claw but by doing that it causes a reaction. Of course right? Anyone would try to stop pain, by shaking you off or fighting back. Eventually becoming feral. I don’t even recognize myself anymore and there’s no going back. I’m just this wild thing left over from years of trying to escape the claws. So how I rebuild myself? What can I do to feel human again?
I’m reading a book about welcoming ourselves home to ourselves (Welcome home to Najwa Zebian» . When I read the sentences «I was in hope with Noah’s potential. I was hurting more over someone leaving than who that someone was», it resonated with a lot of my past experiences. Excited to read this ♥️
Hope everyone is doing ok today. My messages are open should anyone ever want to talk 😊
Is anyone awake?
People’s feelings really do change overnight and it hurts not knowing what the reason is, what you did wrong. You’re left with questions. Alone wondering what is wrong with you that could’ve been the reason they left without any explanation. The sweetness and love they made you feel yesterday is just as temporary as how they are in your life. You wouldn’t know when they’ll leave you. One day they’re there for you, next day they’re gone. The girl I love, just vanished overnight, Saturday she was here, next day she just left without any word. And it left my heart shattered once again, with many questions. The first time my heart has been broken was 7years ago, it took me almost 6years to finally heal and be ready to open my heart to someone who wanted to come. Just as I opened it to her this year, just as i felt i am ready to love again, i am broken again, my heart has been shattered again this week. At this time, i dont know how i’ll be able to put the pieces of my heart back again. But i just know i’ll be fine, even if it takes years again.
Been roaming through this darkness I'm alive, but I'm alone And part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one you wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything if only for your good So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone Maybe I'm just blind
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All he did in the end is push me away
Life: You make mistakes. You hurt people. Everyone heals. At some point you find yourself looking back at your past realizing that some of the people you hurt are the ones you really wanted most. Is life happy now? Happy enough. Could it be better? Could be much better. The problem is that you can’t go back and you can’t change the future without affecting even more people. That’s what I can’t figure out. Do you continue on your current path or do you change your future (and hurt more people in the process) Is happy enough, good enough, or must we seek out our ultimate happiness?
I ended my 5 year relationship this week. It hasn’t really sunk it yet but I decided to be selfish for once and fight for my own happiness. It’s really tough because he was my best friend but the relationship side of it just wasn’t working. Worst part is we’re still living together and in the process of selling our house. It’s all mentally draining and his really been showing me his true colours now which has solidified my decision even more. 😞 ugh this sucks
I’m trying my best to find my inner peace and happiness by learning to love myself more and I feel awesome but even though it’s going to take baby steps I still long to have someone by my side to push me to my better self same as I do them.What people in general don’t realize is love isn’t just having a girlfriend/boyfriend husband/wife or partner,it’s having a best friend that can listen to you and give you advice that can laugh and cry w you that when the chips are down they don’t run the hell away they brave the storms w you and stick by you they don’t let all the negativity and haters ruin what both of you worked hard to build I need that I long that I want that I desire that but its hard because this person has to be at your level of understanding physically emotionally and spiritually even if you go through problems they don’t stay mad at you they sit and talk things through w you they listen they care they love you unconditionally where the hell are you why do some of us that seek such a simple thing suffer why are some of us heartbroken and sad
Heartbreak is all I know 😔
This person literally came into my life just to ruin me. I have worked so hard for couple years to fix myself again, to put the pieces of my heart back into shape again. It took me around 5-6years for me to finally make myself ready to love and open myself up to someone again. And this person came recently and broke me down in an instant. I cant understand, i don’t understand, how do people change overnight? You loved her yesterday, you slept and then when you woke up the next day you dont care about her anymore? How is that even possible. I wish people knew how hard and painful it is to fix urself all over again. My heart has just shattered once again.
I’m old fashioned and was taught respect class honor compassion for everyone young or old and I feel some of this newer generation of men and women alike think w their pants and hurt a lot of people for no reason at all,they follow what their peers are doing and instead of being leaders they are followers.In order to be accepted into society you have to act this way look this way and if you are different you are a weirdo.You can’t have your own unique presence or style because if you dress or act different than your peers you are a loser.You are judged and ridiculed because you have your own persona and identity.That’s why society is like it is because we sit here and judge others but never look at how we are,why not like someone because how they are inside and their character instead of judging them by their physical appearance?People all over the world come in all colors and sizes they should be respected and appreciated more maybe there would be more happy people out here if we stop being so cruel if we stopped being so judgmental and learn to just go w the flow and learn to live life to our fullest potential and be grateful that we are here ❤️❤️❤️
I love and care for somebody that doesn’t want me to care for them or love them. It hurts because I know she’ll never love me the same way back. She told me she doesn’t want me to care for her but how can I stop? I’m in love with someone who’s not in love with me…
I Know I’m not rich or even look my best but I gave it my all just to end up 2 years later still healing from the relationship. I tried so hard to make her love me back. I gave everything and she left me with nothing.
Got my kids for a week and i cant seem to relax and feel like my joy is being stolen away. I never wanted this for them. Going back and forth between both parents. Its hurting me more then it should. I just wish their mom would see things the way i do. Wish she wouldnt have fucked it all up for us....
Can anyone keep me company tonight while im at work?
She sent me this message Thursday night after not hearing anything from her since Sunday. We were completely fine Saturday and days before, talking about our future plans together. She was sooo excited. And then Saturday she went to a sleepover with her bestfriend. Told her to have fun, as I went to a little bbq party with my friends too that night. I decided to not message her because that’s her alone time with her bestfriend and i dont want to suffocate her. I didn’t receive any message from her since Saturday night, so i messaged her Sunday afternoon. But I got no response not until this message she sent this Thursday. A goodbye message. Broke me even tho i was expecting already a message from her that I wouldn’t like. We didn’t have any problems. I thought i did something wrong she didn’t like, but I guess there’s something that must have happened in their sleepover that changed her feelings overnight. Still she didn’t say any reason in the message as to why. But I think I know why she left me... her bestfriend.