Starting to quit nicotine! Im about 15 minutes in :) Im going to use the patches
If nothing can not exist, what is everything?
Sex addiction is real. Anyone deal with it? No judgements please
Hope everyone is doing well
Me buying drugs again because I know I’m not going to cope with gender dysphoria and being grounded at home with my LGBT-intolerant family for the next few months 🤷🏻♀️
Every ..single …day i use pure fentanyl…i feel like a puppet just dangling from these strings , i feel soo powerless i do so much in one use it prob would kill 2-3 ppl and i repeat about 10 times a day , most of the time just to feel “normal” a viscous cycle i got myself back into after i was almost 2 yrs clean ..i hate waking up every day
Hello everyone, does anyone suffer or has dealt with Cannabinoid Hypermesis Syndrome (CHS)?
I am heading straight home from work and not drinking today for the first time. I am also out of weed so I'm quitting that too. I know I'll be sad and mad and bored but hopefully I'll feel better at some point
Fuck, I’m worried I might relapse once my drug arrives, and it’s just going end up killing me if I keep going like this. I don’t know what to fucking do anymore. Whatever, if I end up dead, at least I died trying my hardest to survive
Anyone else actually addicted to food? I’ve been feeling EXTREMELY empty lately, and eating more. I felt incredibly sad, empty, and lethargic today at work, up until I got off, I high tailed it to the first McDonald’s I could find, got a quarter pounder with cheese, 2 orders of fries, and a sundae and ate it all like crazy. Food is the only thing that gives me joy anymore
I’ve recently relapsed on august 30th. I had to take a step back. Yes it was because my girlfriend but I still love her and I still wanna be with her. She can be sweet when she wants to be
I think I may be addicted to smoking weed. I smoke everyday and I always say to myself I’m not going to buy weed tomorrow this will be my last time but I always go and buy and I’m always broke because of it. I will spend my last money on weed than food so I know it’s a problem. Can anyone help I really think it’s effecting me and I’m definitely addicted.
If I can make it 30 minutes, the gym will open and I can distract myself at least temporarily and i wont start drinking until closer to 12 pm. But I'm tired and lazy and don't want to go. :/ uh oh
Does anyone in here vape? And does it make you feel tired and anxious and just overall really bad? I am going to attempt to quit
I had this very weird dream the other night. So in real life, I’ve never used syringes to administer drugs, however, I had this dream that I tried shooting heroin into my veins. I’ve been extremely depressed lately, thankfully I don’t have access to heroin so I can’t try it. Does anyone know what this dream can mean?
I’m addicted to food.
Attending my first gamblers anonymous meeting Tuesday! Really feel it helped. So hoping that it now starts the journey of really beating my addiction. 6 days clean so far! If anyone is struggling with their addiction, please message me if talking can help in anyway!
My addictions (alcohol vapes weed coffee) make me so ashamed. Feeding those addictions is my only motivation in life. Ive never had friends so the drugs and alcohol took the place of friends. I really screwed up my life but I didn't mean to. I was trying to do everything right and just keep up and not be a failure but im still kind of a failure 😢 I wish I could try again. I have no idea what to do with my life. It feels like theres nothing to do but wander around and wait for the end.
I’m addicted to food
Anyone like that Zack fox song I got depression?
Been sober for a long time now from drugs like a year and a half, I took a couple pills tonight with a beer and although it doesn’t feel like a relapse bc I’m not turning it into a binge and I’m not even intoxicated really, just buzzing nice, Ig I should ?
No longer sober no longer wanting to live
So I’ve decided to quit my addiction and stop taking my stuff. Which I’m both nervous and scared and it’s weird. So a few years ago I got an apartment and a few months in this guy and his elderly father moved in. The son was on disability cause he was accidentally shot in the head. He was allergic to opioids so they gave him Suboxone which he has been on for 10+ years. He would sell some extras he had and I was going through a lot. Especially depression. So he offered me some which I decided why not. If it will help me relax and sleep, which it did. It didn’t give me a huge high like other drugs but it calmed my body n mind. It relaxed me to where I was able to be happy and congregate with people. What scares me the most is not the withdrawals. I know what I got into and read about what I’ll deal with. I’ve felt the aches and pains. What bothers me most will be the nights of not being able to sleep and the body/leg aches that will keep me up. What scares me the most is going back to how I felt and acted when not taking this drug. If it wasn’t for the money I was spending each month then I’d probably not stop. I was curious as to why helps people during these withdrawals when it comes to sleep and body aches. Would something like a body massager help with the legs and arms if I laid on it while in bed. Does taking other drugs like some edibles help during the time of getting this out of my system. I have my medical card but weed was not always something I liked. I didn’t care for that zoned out feeling. Thanks for listening. Any advice or tips during this would be greatly appreciated.
2 hrs 45 mins left at work and I already know I'm drinking again when I get home but something pissed me off that i cant even remember and now I want to go buy vapes and start that stupidity again. I am going back to rehab again as soon as they let me in. Until then I'm still at work and its getting harder to fight to urge to get drunk while I'm here but hopefully I'll be out of here in no more than another day or 2.
I just want to get off my head and forget. I hadnt drank for a while then triggers set me off at it again. My head wants a drink but my body is not letting me. Hate feelin like this
Recently I've been on and off smoking cigarettes, I bought nicotine chewing gum but still finding it difficult.
Good news I’m 1 week straight without watching porn or jerking off I’m so happy 😄
Decided to go to the pub for non alcohol beer, unfortunately I spent £40 on fruit machines feeling shit but it's my own fault.
All I want to do is get clean for the sake of my son already but It’s like I am scared for the change 😭 help me plz
Relapsed again god help me through this need all the love and prayers I can get 😣😢
Anybody free for a talk I need someone 🥺
My butt hurts from sitting here