My favourite person walk out of my life How do I get through this?? My favourite person completely left my life by ghosting me then changing number and blocking me on social media!! I have completely went down hill in the week
I don’t know
I've been there. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I dunno if this is a time where getting mad / splitting the person will bring you comfort. If you can talk to someone professional about it, please do. With BPD making our emotions so big, abandonment like this can cause PTSD (doesn't mean it *will* but it can). It's hard when there's no closure. When there's no answer to "why?" and we tend to go nuclear analyzing ourselves and our behaviours for answers. It's not your fault that this person betrayed your trust by shutting you out. It's not your fault they weren't brave enough to talk to you about whatever the issue might have been. It is important, though, to respect the boundaries they've put up. Should they resurrect themselves, it may be worth considering creating your own boundaries so they can't hurt you like that again. Be gentle with yourself. This is sounds like a significant loss in your life. It's ok to mourn it.
I have been trying not be so hard on myself but lately I have been cause of this