I haven't figured how site works, so I post to anyone out there. I'm in a spiritual/psychology conundrum. I am disillusioned with contemporary Christianity having deconstructed it. That leaves me blowing in the wind of a tornado. I can now longer search outside myself for consistency by believing ancient creeds and dogma, but that requires diving inside to find the God Above in me. However, how can I locate God within when I can not even find myself inside. I seem to have no self. I have an unsure and shifting sense of self, not connecting with anything consistent through time. How can I stand and walk by myself when I can not discern a self?
You have to stop. Stay still and learn who you are. From there, seek your truth. If you believe in a higher power, ask for guidance, wisdom and clarity. Walk your own path. Awakening is always a shock to the system. We have been lied to for so long.....now it's time to find our truth
Bless you Mocha for revealing that I am not alone in this frighteningly beautiful spiritual path. Will you become a group 'friend' of mine?